Current mood:	drained
Current music:	tegan and sara - walking with a ghost

today is the first day of the rest of your life.
i can honestly say that i spent a good two hours last night writing and rewriting something you'd be interested in reading. something intriguing, and thoughtful. something that was completely out of your league but was still able to connect with you on a level you didn’t know possible. something that would be frightening and mystical, but completely straight forward and blunt; something you have always admired in exceptional writing. maybe, if i could write something of that caliber you’d be interested enough to investigate the girl behind the thought process. the girl that constantly vies for your recognition… and maybe even admiration? I find now, more then ever, I am a fabrication of my own unfulfilled expectations.

If you still need me, I’ll stick around.
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1- corin is amazingly wonderful.
2- fantastic four was not half as fantastic as expected.
3- almost the entire left side of my lower half of my body has fallen asleep.
4- i eat far too much egg bagel and it needs to stop.
5- i'm going to try to appreciate things when they are at my disposal.
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"you're like a model that a painter should be painting; so that all the jelous could complain about the paint he's wasting..."